Betrail

The face of evil is what you see,
Everytime you look at me,
Black birds stare from the trees,
As my bloody hands lower with ease,
Another fate cut to short,
Another face seen in court,
A former friend on the ground in pain,
Trying to speak sadly in vain,
This man had threatened to kill me,
Blade in hand I set him free,
Cut his flesh and his bone,
Had spoken to him in an odd tone,
Told him how wrong he has been,
The truth is all that I had seen,
Warmth flows in his blood,
Running deep into the mud,
A sadened look in his eyes,
By a friend is the worst way to die...

By: Darien Fanel.

Deadly Nightmare

I slowly drop into another sleep,
My soul the sandman claimed to keep,
Its his again for another night,
Always happens no use to fight,
A pretty girl stands infront of me,
A winding dream it must be,
I reach out for her as far as I could,
She just stood smiling she always would,
I had seen her many nights before,
Then she quickly twists to blood and gore,
A curse set on me their must be,
Every night this is what I must see,
I had loved her once deeply and true,
But I had seen the horror through and through,
I yelled to her that she shouldent go,
She frowned at me and her blood did flow,
I never hurt her I never tried,
But the one who died is me inside...

By: Darien Fanel.

Domestic Pain

Constant whining children,
Men wife beating,
Paycheck spent on drinking,
Crying to sleep,
Suicidal thoughts,
Pain of swollen wounds,
Never sober,
Never sorry,
The pain only stops in death...

By: Darien Fanel.

Hate/Freedom

Alone in my room at night,
Razor in hand,
Death n mind,
Blood drips slowly,
To the familier ground,
Sighing in deep relief,
I regret my birth, my life,
I wish I could have been more,
Other then a source of hate...

By: Darien Fanel.

Mask

Always hiding,
Its all lies,
This isent me,
Dark desguise,
All I feel is pain,
and betrayle,
You will never,
Know the true me,
Im already dead...

By: Darien Fanel.

Heretic

Cross on your neck,
Another heretic youth,
Poisoned blood,
False preaching,
False hate,
All created by man,
All for personal gain,
Death is the savage truth...

By: Darien Fanel.

Sitting Alone

I was in a place for the dead,
Over come by pain and woe,
The skies quickly darken,
Final hours rush by,
Tombs fill daily,
You shall soon follow,
Your pain has just began...

By: Darien Fanel.

Unnamed(Short poem I wrote and put on my wall)

Alone.Worthless,and Crying
Empty tears, Following lies,
No love, For I'am not worth it,
Betrayle in cruelty
Self hate, and Loathing,
Waste of everything,
Dying in solitude.

By: Darien Fanel(Sunday, August 17/03)

Perfection

I fall into your arms,
and leave even quicker,
You only saw my face,
Ignoring my souls silent pleas,
My heart aches at the sight of you,
How can I hate my only love?
I deny your touch,
and spit words like fire,
but I only hurt myself,
Razor to the rist,
Blood to the floor,
I finnaly have,
My perfect relief...

By: Darien Fanel

Night Walker

Warm blood on the tip of my tounge,
Given into the lust once again,
Alone in my hunger and immortality,
Everyone I have ever loved,
Is dead, or soon shall be,
I am cursed for I can not join them,
Walking the streets at night,
Hopeing for solitude,
The closest thing I have to death,
Bringer of the plague,
Fear of the light,
In my power,
Is my sorrow,
For I'am forever alone...

By: Darien Fanel(Thursday, August, 21/03)

Stains

Blade through flesh,
Skin stained red,
Broken window,
Shattered Soul,
Sold to a god,
Who dosent Care,
Envy of joy runs rampant,
Although I fear retreaving it,
A bland loveless life,
With which I wish to escape,
Are the caring just liers hiding motives?
Or have I finally run to far from my sanity,
Speaking to shadows, Shunning the living,
Pointless existance,
Ever close to the blade.

By: Darien Fanel(Monday, October, 20/03)

Motivated

Motivation collecting dust,
Rarely used, always needed,
It died long ago, and with it so did I,
Realization, watering eyes,
How do you escape the pain,
When you know you have nothing left,
Left alone to your pitiful thoughts,
Ugly inside and out,
No tears flow from your eyes,
Slowly waiting for the bottle to break.

By: Darien Fanel(Monday, October, 20/03)

Idolization

Pictures of what you cant have,
Faith lost and gone,
Trapped miles from your destination,
Those promises still fresh,
I will one day tell you,
and the shroud shall die,
Then maby I wont be so alone,
Maby my destiny can be changed.

By: Darien Fanel(Monday, October, 20/03)